Friday, October 26, 2007

Home Safe, and Learning to be Ambidextrous Again

Word came down to us Wed from our neighbors that our neighborhood was safe, and the fires had passed, so we packed up and headed home. It was a glorious sight to see Black Mountain, well... not black! We didn't see even a trace of the fires on the way home. I plan to have a look further North this weekend.

Somewhere in the hussle I managed to badly sprain my wrist, so I went to the Doctor yesterday. As the X-ray shows, there's no break, and the brace and meds are making it feel better every day. I expect to be back behind the wheel of my Mustang by Sunday. :)

What this injury has taught me is how over-dependent I am on my right arm. Before I went to Kindergarten, I was ambidextrous. That "freak" trait was literally beat out of me. Here's how it happened:

5 year-old Nathan: "Teacher, which hand is my 'right' hand?"
Teacher: "That's easy. Your 'right' hand is the one you 'write' with."
Nathan: "But I write with both hands..."
Teacher: -slaps my left hand hard and grips my right wrist firmly- "No you don't! You write with THIS hand!".

I was too scared to argue, so I never wrote or drew with my left again. I believe I could relearn it though, and being less than 100% on the tail end of a natural disaster disturbs me enough to give it a good shot. I don't want something as simple as a sprained wrist to take me out of action so easily. Wish me luck!

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Family is Safe, Fires Everywhere


As the whole country must know by now, San Diego County has massive fires sweeping across it. My neighborhood had a mandatory evacuation yesterday morning. There's a great map here, updated by the good folks at KPBS, who recently lost their radio broadcast tower to the fires. My family and I evacuated the Rancho Penasquitos area (west of the 15, North of the 56) yesterday morning to my work at Sony Online just off Miramar road. A few hours later we moved to a hotel downtown San Diego, which thankfully has Wifi and cable TV. We have another room for tonight and tomorrow night if needed. My son is 5 and half, but taking the evacuation quite well.

The news sources I've been tracking:

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Our Deepest Fear

Our Deepest Fear
By Marianne Williamson

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness
That most frightens us.

We ask ourselves
Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.

Your playing small
Does not serve the world.
There's nothing enlightened about shrinking
So that other people won't feel insecure around you.

We are all meant to shine,
As children do.
We were born to make manifest
The glory of God that is within us.

It's not just in some of us;
It's in everyone.

And as we let our own light shine,
We unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we're liberated from our own fear,
Our presence automatically liberates others.

Monday, May 14, 2007

My Gym Is In!


It took a while, but I got my Home Gym put together! It's fantastic! Tonight I did bench presses, squats, leg extensions, leg curls, cable cross-overs, bicep curls and butterflys. Plus my usual 60 crunches and 20 leg lifts. Whew!
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Friday, April 27, 2007

Getting Back Into Shape!

I've decided to get back in shape!

5 years ago I decided to lose weight and get trim, because several medical problems seemed to stem from my being overweight. An Ear, Nose & throat doctor want to do surgery on my throat to cure my sleep apnia (snoring that gets dangerous). I asked if there was another way. He said, "well, you could lose weight, but that would take longer." Hmmm... cut the inside of my throat or lose weight... Decisions, decisions! I couldn't believe a doctor would suggest surgery over weight loss! My blood pressure was high, and my stress levels were through the roof. Seemed to me like exercise and a better diet would fix MANY problems.

So, I started having a chicken salad from the local Wendy's every day for lunch, instead of one of their burgers (I'd also throw out their salad dressing and use my own fat-free dressing).

After work, I would go home, change, and then ride my mountain bike from my apartment to a great trail, 7 miles round trip (about 45 min of intense riding), and come back for some ab works and dumbbells.

I did the bike ride EVERY day for a month, and got a bit tired, so I cut back to 3 times a week.

After 2 months I had gone from 235 lbs to 205. One more month and I was at 195. People at work commented on how good I looked. I felt FANTASTIC. I could handle stress SO much better. I didn't even need to have a glass of wine after work to "chill out" anymore. The sleep apnia went away since my throat tissue was naturally smaller. My blood pressure went down. My energy level went UP!

I kept doing the 3 days a week cardio and light weights for 8 months, and maintained a good lifestyle.

And then I got in a car accident. :( Some jerk on the freeway didn't notice that the hundred cars in front of him had come to a complete stop, and plowed into the back of my car. I was bracing myself against my steering wheel and something tore in my back under my shoulder blade. I couldn't ride my mountain bike for a year, and my fitness plan went off the rails. I should have found a replacement for the biking, but most cardio workouts bore me to tears, and the pain was a good excuse not to try.

My shoulder still hurts after working it out a lot, but I think now that's more because it is WEAK than because it is injured. My Doctor and my chiropractor both said I needed to gain strength in my back so my shoulder can tighten up. It's strong enough now to mountain bike again, which is great.

So, I am determined to start again. I'm back up to about 218 lbs and the stress is back, but I've done this before, so I will just do it again!

This time, I have a different set of tools. I have the mountain bike when the weather is good (I live is San Diego, so it's often great), a fun arms/legs stationary bike called an Airdyne that I've had for years:

and I just got this Marcy Diamond Elite Smith Machine:


I ordered it from Costco.com and it arrived yesterday. I'm going to set it up tomorrow. I want to do more of my fitness training around the house after work, instead of long mountain biking treks because it keeps me close to my 5 year old son, Jack, and that father-son time is important to me.

I have the gift of being able to gain muscle mass relatively quickly, though I am often sore for longer periods of time than most people, especially in my pecs. I do find that if I have a protein shake after the workout it greatly reduces the soreness and I can get back in the gym in 48 hours.

I plan to do 40 min of cardio 3 times a week, and add a weight training routine to those same 3 days, probably after the cardio. I don't know a lot about free weights or the proper form, so I need to get the right instruction.

So, that's my story so far, and my plan. I signed up for Fitday.com to track my calorie progress and EvenFit.com to track my exercise progress, as visual tools are a great motivator for me.

So, what spurred me into action? These photos of John Stone. Check out those before and after pictures. Just inspiring!

Monday, April 23, 2007

My SOE Podcast Interview is Up!

Have a listen!

My old friend and co-worker Alan Crosby interviewed me about my biggest project, Station Launcher.

Friday, March 30, 2007

Disneyland!

Disneyland March 2007
Kerry and I had made a deal with Jack that he'd get to go to Disneyland for his birthday as a reward for good behavior. He held up his end of the bargain, but because of some conflicts, I couldn't make it happen for his birthday. We made it up to him 2 weeks later, though! The video clip shows a talking / moving trashcan interacting with Jack and actually singing him Happy Birthday. How crazy is that? I know the video is a tad long, but hang in there, the best part is at the end. =)

Saturday, February 24, 2007

SeaWorld!

I took the family to SeaWorld today. It's about a 30 min drive from our house, which is super nice. We got season passes for the price of a day's admission, which was even better. Jack was SO looking forward to riding the Atlantis ride, since Mom wouldn't go on it with him last time they came. Jack and I got to ride it 4 times since there was no line. I managed to take some videos and pics, and hide my camera in my jacket whenever we were about to get soaked. :)



After Atlantis, Jack and I climbed around this cool obstacle course structure. Quite the workout keeping up with him through there. :)

Weekend At Boomers

I took Jack to Boomer's last weekend, one of his favorite places in the world. We did Mini-golf, rode the Go-Karts, the Ferris Wheel (Jack's first time on one ever) and Jack rode the spinning swings all by himself (something about a weight limit kept me off :) Jack and I both managed a hole-in-one on the mini-golf. Jack's favorite part was the Ferris Wheel.

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

VanguardPlayers.com is LIVE!

Live, day and date with the launch of the Game, www.VanguardPlayers.com is up! Here's my character's profile, and his Auto-blog. Auto-blogs add entries automatically from in-game when you do something significant, like level 5, 10, 15, or when you are the first player on the server (or in the game) to discover an item or an NPC. You can also send your own blog images up from in-game with the /blog command.

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

This Guy Has Guts

Wesley Autrey stands with his two daughters at the subway stop in New York where he saved the life of a teenager who fell onto the tracks in front of an oncoming train on Tuesday.
(Newsday/Nick Brooks/Associated Press)